Sitting up an playing like a big girl!
You roll and roll until something stops you...this time it was a big basket.
Eating breakfast at a restaurant.
Taking a quick bath in the bathroom sink.My Dear Little Faith,
I know I start every letter by exclaiming that you can't possibly be as old as you are, and this month is no exception! Truly, this 7 month birthday hit me hard, as you are now closer to being a year old than you are a newborn. All I have to do is close my eyes and I can remember being pregnant with you and Jonathan...man were you feisty! And you would really react to any sweets/sugar that I had eaten. It was always a catch 22 with you...I really do like sweet things, but was I willing to pay for all the extra activity that occurred when
you had sweets?! The end of our pregnancy, I spent trying to dislodge you from up under my right ribcage. I thought for sure you were separating my ribs.
Little girl, it was so worth that ridiculously painful and uncomfortable pregnancy to have you in my life. I was so thankful when we had the confirmation that you were indeed a girl. I am thrilled to have a daughter, and truly hope that we will have the type of relationship that I have with your granny. A mother-daughter relationship is one of the biggest blessings I could ask for!
The first few months of your life, I didn't get to bond with you as much as I did with your brother, because he demanded my attention, and you were content to be held by anyone and everyone. I felt so badly that I didn't have a lot of "Faith time," and even wrote about it a few times. I am pleased to say that the fact that you are a nursing champ gives us lots of special time together, and we have made up for the early days when I felt so guilty being divided between two children.
For most of your short life, we glibly referred to you as the "easy" baby. You were the designated errand runner, movie theatre partner, public-place goer. Yet, something happened over the last month or so. You have suddenly become more vocal, more insistent, more aware of your surrounds, more needy. Our "easy" child suddenly has strong preferences, more likes and dislikes and an incredible ability to vocalize her opinions. I believe this is a normal developmental stage, but sometimes it tears me in two, trying to meet your needs and wants, and your brothers. Some days the three of us work like a well oiled machine, other days we crash and burn. I write this not to make you feel badly, but because I want to be honest with you. I hope some day to compile this blog into a book of our lives as a family. And when you have your own family, if for some reason I am not around to tell you these things, or if your babyhood melts into a rose-colored memory, I don't want you to think that you are the only Mommy wondering what she got herself into when you feel overwhelmed with your baby.
You are growing up strong and healthy, and where your brother lacks an appetite, you now seem to be eating for the both of you! You are chubby, and your hair is really growing quickly. I believe your beautiful blue eyes are here to stay, and I like that you, Brother and Daddy all have that in common.
You have become very intense in all that you do, be it nursing, eating, playing, trying to pull yourself up, splashing in the tub or sneaking a toy away from your herculean brother. You tolerate him stealing your pacifier quite well, and are almost always thrilled to see him. I think you are his biggest fan. It is very sweet the way you squeal when you see him. Although I think he could do with less hair pulling.
You have decided that you hate to be changed out of your clothes, and that jackets are your own personal form of torture, as are anything with confining straps like the car seat, stroller and high chair. You are incredibly strong and determined, and I think that you may start crawling before your brother out of sheer force of will. You do seem to get frustrated easily, and that is one area where I will need to pray for you more. I know what that is like, and I don't want you to struggle with it all of your life. Daddy and I will always love you with the love God has given us for you, regardless of what accomplishments or abilities you possess.
You are a funny little lady when you eat. You won't eat what you don't like, but you like a lot of things. When you don't want something, you clamp your lips together, and won't budge. You often try to grab the spoon, and when you aren't doing that you are trying to chew on your plastic bib, which results in food going everywhere, even up your nose.
You are very good at riding in the car, and are consistently sleeping through the night. You wake up earlier than your brother, and get tired earlier, but he naps longer. When you take bottles you drink 28+ ounces a day, and for the first time are eating more than Jonathan.
You continue to be wary of the general public, but you know your family and are very comfortable with them. In particular, you have become a real Mama's girl, and you want to be with me or held by me quite a bit. You simply aren't appeased with toys, the exersaucer or your brother for very long. You do delight my heart when you lunge for me when you are in someone else's arms, and you follow me around the room with your eyes. It amazes me sometimes, that when you are screaming your head off, that all I have to do it pick you up. I am simply astonished that you just want to be with me...no fancy plastic made in China toys, no crazy bouncing or roughhousing, no fun Daddy and giggly brother, just...me. I never knew that a baby could help me understand my Maker better, but you do. And I find joy in you.
I love you Faith Marie.
~Mama